i cant take it anymore.
today sucked. and i mean it.
mann, i just lost it. that hate is coming back, i tried to ignore, but shes really getting on my nerves. during lit, i was almost quiet for the whole lesson; needed time to sort out my thinking. sorry about that pee, guess i upsetted you. really sorry. colette, thanks alot for listening to me, needed to let off the steam. mann, shes that despo isnt she? and why must she keep forcing me to accept her? and during training , i fell down. its not painful, but somehow i feel clueless on what to do. i cant tell her straight that i hate her right ? what should i do ? thanks colette for your listening ear .
I have made You too small in my eyes
O Lord, forgive me;And I have believed in a lie
That You were unable to help me.
But now, O Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show
Yourself strong;
And in my eyes and with my song