Somewhere, light the dawn.

Monday, February 23, 2009

After.

Before.

To my outmost retardest, eeeecentric, hyperactiveyetdeadatthesametime,macho,ball-goddess,thestupidonewhostarted'johntrovolta'&everything! someone easy to make fun of, thebully, to ask me to go away when i'm never near her & her favourite line is..

'annetta rocks;D' hahha, just joking.

Her ohso fav. line is ' you suck !' and always, our BSSSSSSSSSSSSP .

dang, i still don't know how many 'S'es you have in your nickname.

-You were the first person who started crapping with me.

-You were the one who called me the famous 'john trovolta' [tsk, that name is copyrighted!]

-I remembered so vividly how you hugged Sun Ming's leg until she cried & desi's shoe flung in between my legs. Even when the game was over, you& rebecca wouldnt let go!

Ahah, that was a classic!

-You are the one who grants people 'balls' still, thats why you're the BALL GODDESS;D !

-Althought you're MACHO [I prefer NACHOS;D hahaha.] Its sooo easy to BULLY YOU.

-You drink tiger but i drink lions;D hahahah. thats how the merlion came into place;D

-You were so high during the FOB concert [ tsk, is the way of putting the hand on your neck a way of relieving stress ? If not, you polluted the whole Indoor Stadium;D ]

-When we joined forces to bully other, we were AWESOME;D [even though you were always the one being bullied]

-Nevertheless, gosh. You're basketball's awesome. I love SST, cause you always told stories to us;D yeahhh. Someday, i should tell you a ghost story (;

- I'm going for HOTSTOP;D rmbr, it isnt COLDPLAY;D hahahaha!

ANYWAY,

I would like to wish you a..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY SARAH!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE PIE WITH THE LONGEST NAME;D [When we drag the 's'es;D]

MAY GOD BLESS, ENJOY;D

You're the best (;

You're a year closer to be an offical 18 for drinking;D hahahah!

I used to rule the world

Seas would rise when I gave the word

Now in the morning I sleep alone

Sweep the streets I used to own

One minute I held the key

Next the walls were closed on me

And I discovered that my castles stand

Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

forgive my broken promise

i'm sorry.

today has been really weird.

everyone had broken down.

i'm scared, i'm sad, i'm lost for words.

all i want to say;

i'm proud of you guys in the team. No matter what the outcome was, you will and always will be part of this BIG family.

We're united. One for all , all for one.

I apologise especially to C to S to T to my Twin Tower[TT] & the whole team

I'm sorry, i made my mistakes i screwed up the game and gave in to pressure.

i'm proud of you S* ; an excellent captain. awesome game played! you won with ease. haha;D

i'm proud of you T*; a great v-captain, awesome friend. it was a really close fight, you did your best. There's no reason to break down okay! Be proud of yourself.

i'm proud of you TT* ; heyy, never seen you shedding those tears before.

don't worry. i know you really wanted this badly like everyone did but trust me, awesome job.

A 21-18 isnt easy to get, we still have time.

i'm proud of you SY* hmm, didnt really watched your match but.. i can see you hanging on to the game, great try jr;D

i'm proud of you ST*; hey junior. i've seen you working really hard since the day you joined the team to today. great improvement, you had faith. dont give up easily ok;D

to C* - hey you; i'm sorry. you were GREAT. AWESOME. don't feel sad, its not the outcome but the process. i made the mistakes , you made yours so we're even;D There was so much freaking pressure but we did well. we were inconsistant but heyy, we still have time. the road is not over, the path is not blocked.

I'm proud of you.

Damn im serious, when you guys just broke down. I felt useless. I shouldn't cry, the whole team would prbly cry too. I didnt want to make S* cry, she had to be strong. It took me a moment to regain my composure, just felt helpless when TT, T & C's expressions kept replaying in my head. Anyway, thanks S*, we're fine humans;D

To the team ; just wanted to say something; don't take this defeat too hard. We have a chance, its not over. We still have time to improve. The path is not blocked, so don't give others a chance to block it.

Treat it as a lesson, we've won in gaining experience in dealing with the pressure.

Remember, you'll never be a real winner if you never experience defeats.

We will grow as a team and one day- we will be victorious;D !

NEVER GIVE UP. PERSIST. WE CAN DO THIS !

I open my eyes

I try to see but

I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

Monday, February 16, 2009

the power lines went out, and im all alone.

111th post!

I decided to post and blog about FOB some other day. i'm such a lazy PIGGG.
Anyway, Just dropping by to wish Miss Gloria Parn En Hui;

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY GLORIA;
thanks for teaching me all the subject i didnt know [which is practically EVERY subject!]
ahahha, hope you'll enjoy the mini violin.
MAY GOD BLESS & remember,
write the 'a' properly!

You were everything

That's bad for me

Make no apologies

I'm crushed....

Black and blue

But you know

I'd do it all again for you

Sunday, February 8, 2009

these times past so quickly that you cant grasp what had happened.

omgosh, guess how old i was -.-

okay, so i heard all time low , metro station & hey monday's gonna feature in FOB'S US tour.

WHATATTAAA. I LOVE ALL TIME LOW!

god, why cant they just come to singapore;x

anyway, tournament's approaching really soon and im getting really inconsistent.

For e.g , i could not play on friday, sorry colette.

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The power lines went out

And I am all alone

But I don't really care at all

Not answering my phone

All the games you played

The promises you made

Couldn't finish what you started

Only darkness still remains

sometimes, things just catch you by surprise.

OMG,

JESSICA JUST TOLD ME SHE GOT TICKETS TO FOB CONCERT!

OMGOMG. HAHAH;D

THANKYOUJESSICA!

[i've to start learning some of their songs]

WOOHOO;D

[does desi's infamous victory dance]

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They told him don't you ever come around here

Don't wanna see your face, you better disappear

The fire's in their eyes and their words are really clear

So beat it, just beat it

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

`there was nothing i could say or do

PEE,

rest well&get well soon! if not i'll just keep writing letters like you did to me when i was absent.

You'll be fine, dont worry. You were really brave okayy; if it was me, i probably would have fainted .

When you fell, i first thought you were laughing and pretending. till i saw you crying and saw where you landed on.

I felt really bad for making fun at that scenario, i thought you were joking.

You'll be fine, god will bless you;D

Don't worry about short term memory cause you already have one! hahah;D

Have plenty of rest, dont rush to school just because you dont want to take a test alone;D

HAHAH, dont worry about the bandage ,you look damn cute when the bandage was on your head! hahah, THE MUMMY 4- Revenge of the PEE;D

I'll update you with school matters, just focus on recovering first okay.

YOU'LL BE FINE PEE!

GET WELL SOON & HOPE TO SEE YOU BACK IN SCHOOL SOON;D

There’s nothing I can say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain the tears they cry

Still you never said goodbye and now

I know how far you’d go

I know I let you down but its not like that now

This time I’ll never let you go