its been a long time since i felt this way.
its been a long time since i last broke down.
its been a long time since i really hated someone.
its been a long time since i said i give up.



Will this ever end ? Its been a really emotional ride this week.
I dont know what's happening to me, i just pissed at every small actions.
Is there something wrong with me or its plain normal ?
I'm sorry.
I couldn't help.



This year is weird, everything we seemed to have, we lost it.
Perhaps its just a eclipse. It will be gone, all we feared will be over.
Maybe its a rollercoaster ride, it has highs and lows.
I thought it was all over, but you're starting it all again.
Whats the point ?
But; If there wasn't these trials to overcome, did we know we were so vulnerable?
Suddenly all the songs I'm listening 'speaks' to me, i guess they can really reach your heart;D



'Ill taste every moment & live it out loud' -dc; time of my life

'Only darkness still remains' -heymonday; candles

'You had your dreams, I had mine
You had your fears, I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide' -demilovato; two worlds collide

'Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know' -simpleplan; save you
'Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you?' -Thefray; you found me

'Forgive my broken promise
That you'll never see me cry
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?' - dc; permanent



'I wish my life was this song
Cause songs they never die' - SecondhandSerenade; the last song ever

'You never know what lies ahead' - SecondhandSerenade ; vulnerable

'It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality' - PATD; I write sins not tragedies.


I'm getting lost more everyday
And I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light -dc; Life on The Moon

I think david cook's songs really reach to me, damn, he is awesome.


Thankyoutothepersonwhocomposedsuchgreatsongs.





You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me,
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away,
My heart I know now I'm losing,
So pure your love so amazing,
Yeah yeah, Don't close your eyes,
Don't fade away don't fade away,
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-
If walls break down,
I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now

`takethat;rule the world.